I'm really sorry for deactivating my account the past week. It was a mix of privacy concerns and a growing feeling of not being proud anymore of many of the things I've done here. I suddenly wanted to distance myself from all of it, and to remove any traces of all the work I've been doing these past years, in fear of my close ones finding out about it (it's true I told my family that I had been working on deviantart, but they never saw any of it). I sort of panicked and decided to quit and delete everything.
I now have thought a lot about it, and I've decided that I will continue with my account, but this time I won't upload any works that I don't really like. I will reupload many of the deleted ones, but not all of them. I also won't accept more commissions from now on, as I've found that conforming to other people's ideas when doing my art ends up making me want to quit even more. It's not that I don't like other people's ideas for commissions, it's only that if I'm not really passionate about what I'm doing, I'll eventually lose all willpower to do it.
From now on, I will just do what I really want to do. Even if it's not TG related, or as mature as it once was. Even if I no longer can make a living out of it. I need to move forward and reinvent myself, my life is radically different from what it was just 2 years ago, and so am I. What I loved doing back then is not what I love to do right now. I have new ideas, new goals, and I'd like to explore them further. I hope those who stay with me on this journey enjoy what I'll have to offer from now on.